"All things must change to something new, to something strange." -- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Sunday, March 6, 1887
1:33 A.M.
Hill Valley, California
The cry in the middle of the night was potent enough to travel through walls and floorboards; shrill enough to slip through blankets, pillows, and bedding; and relentless enough that it yanked Marty McFly out of an exhausted sleep against his will.
Oh, God...not again!
Marty opened his eyes, blinking a few times in the darkness around him. Through his window, bright shafts of moonlight filtered through curtains, providing enough illumination to see the dark outlines of the furniture in the room. His bedroom door was still firmly closed, but that didn't make any difference in diffusing the sound that had roused him. It would be hard to shut out noise when it came directly from the room above him, a situation he was all too familiar with by this point.
Marty sat up, scowling as he heard footsteps cross the creaky floorboards above him. The cries continued unabated. The eighteen-year-old threw the covers aside, ignoring the rush of cold air as he swung his legs over the side of the bed, and headed for the door.
Babies! he thought, pausing long enough to grab one of the quilts from the bed and wrap it around his shoulders before he left the room. Who the hell would ever think they're cute? Why would someone even want one?
The baby in question, one Jules Martin Brown, was little more than eight weeks old. In some ways, Marty found it hard to believe that the kid had been here for only a couple months. Then again, sleep deprivation could do that to a person, screw with their sense and perspective of time like that. Almost from the very day of his birth on January second, little Jules had made his presence known loudly and clearly several times a night.
Marty reached the end of the hall and rounded the newel post for the stairs. The cries were marginally muffled in this part of the building but not enough to make the option of trying to sleep in the parlor very appealing. It was freezing in there, and the furniture just was not meant to be used for anything involving comfort. Besides, he was sick and tired of being chased out of his bedroom. He had every right to spend the night there undisturbed.
The wailing of the baby continued uninterrupted as Marty ascended the stairs. He followed the sound, tracking it down to a room near the end of the hall. Soft lamplight spilled out from the chamber that he reached a moment later. He paused in the doorway.
Inside the room, Clara Brown, little Jules' mother, was walking back and forth across the floor. The baby was cradled against one shoulder, and Clara was rubbing his small back slowly, but the kid kept on screaming away. She saw Marty leaning against the doorframe as she turned to walk back across the room and gave him a wan, slightly frazzled smile.
"Did he wake you up?" she asked, raising her voice to be heard above the baby's cries.
"Yes," Marty said flatly. "Again. I'm right down there." He pointed at the floorboards that Clara's stocking feet were crossing. Even without shoes, it was quite possible to hear every footstep from above, what with the wood popping and creaking as it did. Buildings in the nineteenth century didn't seem quite as soundproof to Marty as the houses of the twentieth.
"I'm sorry Marty. He only seems to settle down if we walk him."
Marty sighed, shuffling away from the doorway to take a seat in the armchair a few feet away from the door. "Coulda fooled me. Why don't you feed him?"
"He's not hungry. I've tried that already. He doesn't need to be changed. He just seems to be...fussy."
"Yeah, well, he's not the only one," Marty murmured. He leaned into the back of the chair and closed his eyes for a moment, wishing that the baby would suddenly just lose his voice. "Where's Doc? He can't possibly be sleeping through this...."
"He's run to the barn," Clara said. "He said he had something he wanted to try with Jules. Do you know what that could be?"
"No clue," Marty said honestly. It seemed almost incomprehensible to the teen that his friend was doing anything else on the side. During the weekdays, his days were spent in town at the livery stable, though Doc had tried to cut back a little since the baby was born. The weather, too, was a contributing factor. It had snowed frequently since mid-December, including a harsh storm on the night of Jules' birth. Even with the dawn of March, the ice and snow drifts left behind from various storms made it somewhat treacherous for the horses to make the journey into town, thereby making the daily trips out there stretch even longer.
At the farmhouse, Clara had her hands full with taking care of the new baby and trying to keep up with the household chores, some of which had piled up since the holidays. Doc had tried to help her as much as possible, which also cut into his scarce free time for inventing and experimenting.
Marty, for his part, felt almost left out of things, shuttled aside. He knew that his friend was going through a big transitional time now and that it was to be expected his attention would be seriously diverted. Marty also knew that Doc's priorities had been shaken up since the baby came. Still, he couldn't help feeling a little lurch in his gut when he actually had the time to think about the last couple months. And he couldn't help feeling more than a little resentful towards the tiny human who was doing his best to disrupt not just Docs, Clara's and Marty's daily lives, but also their ability to get a full night's rest.
"Well, I hope it doesn't take Emmett too much longer," Clara said, making her way across the floor again. "Jules doesn't seem to be settling down in the least."
Marty sighed. "Well, whatever his problem is, its obviously not with his lungs," he muttered under his breath.
A door slammed from downstairs, followed by footsteps that increased in volume as they grew closer. Doc bustled into the room a moment later, a cumbersome contraption held out before him. To Marty, it looked like a tall, skinny sawhorse with a mess of gears, a crank, and a strange kind of leather sling attached.
"What the hell is that?" he couldn't refrain from asking.
"A mechanical swing I've been working on," Doc said, setting it down in the middle of the floor. "A more primitive version of something that exists in our time where the baby can be set securely in a swing and occupied without direct parental involvement." He looked up suddenly. "Marty, what are you doing up at this hour?"
"What do you think? My room's right under this one. If Jules isn't sleeping then I'm not sleeping."
"Oh. Here, Clara, give him to me." Doc held out his hands out towards the baby.
Clara eyed the device that her husband had erected. "Are you sure it's ready for him, Emmett?" she asked, her tone doubtful. "Haven't you tested it yet?"
"Yes, I had bags of flour in it earlier."
The new mother frowned. "Our baby is not a bag of flour."
"I'm well aware of that. Don't worry. Before I use any invention, I give it a full test run in controlled conditions. Just ask Marty."
"Sure," Marty lied, numerous examples springing to mind that would defy Doc's claim. Clara glanced at him, her brows knit together in a clear expression of scrutiny. Perhaps she detected the false note in the teen's voice. She held the wailing baby closer.
"I don't know, Emmett, he's awfully fussy."
"Let me do a demonstration to set your mind at ease," Doc said, taking a different tactic. "Marty, can you hand me that pillow from the chair?"
Marty passed the inventor the requested item. "Should we leave the room while you test this out?" he asked dryly.
Doc frowned at him. "I've already tested it out without any flaws. This demo is simply to assure Clara." He turned around and leaned over the device, setting the pillow down in the leather sling. "Now, watch this," he added, reaching up and giving the crank a few hard twists. The scientist flipped a switch, and the sling slowly started to swing back and forth on its own. He looked at it a moment and then turned to his wife, a pleased smile on his face. "What do you think?"
Clara opened her mouth to answer and suddenly paused. She eyed the swing, tilting her head to one side. "Is it supposed to go that fast?"
Indeed, as Marty watched, the sling seemed to pick up speed, its movement getting increasingly jerky. Doc reached out towards the gears at the top. "It probably just needs a minor adjustment--"
Before he could complete his sentence, the pillow was suddenly ejected through the air, straight towards Marty's head. His reflexes primed from a history of witnessing Doc's demonstrations, the teen ducked. The pillow slammed into the wall behind him a second later, the blow hard enough that a framed picture hanging on the wall fell to the ground and shattered.
At the sound, Jules let out a shriek, crying harder. Clara sighed, Doc cursed, and Marty cautiously raised his head to survey the damage. He let out a low whistle as he looked down at the broken frame -- a photograph of a teddy bear that Clara had found somewhere.
"Wow. Now, as a baby swing, I'm gonna say there's room for improvement...but as a catapult, that wasn't bad."
Doc plainly was not in the mood. He bent over the gears, trying to shut off the violently rocking device. When he did, the invention let out a shriek of protesting metal that actually outperformed the baby's vocal talents. Marty winced at the sound. The baby continued wailing away, not appreciating it either.
"Really, Emmett," Clara said mildly. "How many tests did you run that through?"
"I don't know why it did that," Doc said, looking up from the gears. "Perhaps a part jimmied loose when I moved it up here."
"Well, don't worry about it anymore tonight," Clara said, continuing to walk the floor with the distressed baby. "Jules is even more upset now."
There was a distinct edge to Clara's voice, but Marty couldn't blame her. All of them were more than a little frayed from the lack of a good night's sleep. Clara had to be suffering from the brunt of it, though. Doc frowned a little, clearly stung by his wife's words, but he said no more about the swing. "Here, give him to me," he said. "You should lie down and try to rest."
"Oh, I don't see how that will happen," Clara said crisply. But on her next approach towards Doc, she did pass him the squalling infant. Jules' cries did not diminish in his father's arms. Doc started to walk around the room with him as Clara drifted out. A moment later Marty heard her bedroom door close.
"She'll feel better once she has some rest," Doc said aloud. Marty wasn't sure if he was addressing the baby or him.
"Yeah, well, I would, too, but that's not gonna happen until you can put him out," Marty said. "Don't they have things like pacifiers now?"
"He doesn't seem to want that," Doc said. "We've already tried those. You don't have to stay up with us, Marty. You can go back to bed."
"Fat chance, My room is right under here, and I can hear everything."
"Well...use the couch in my study, then."
"And freeze to death? That's on the north side of the house!"
"I can't help you, then," Doc said, irritation now clear in his voice. "We've all had to make sacrifices since the baby came along. A lack of sleep is not a large one."
The words annoyed Marty. "Hey, I didn't want you guys to have kids in the first place...and I still think it's a bad idea. You and Clara were the ones who got into that mess. And it's not my fault I'm stuck here, either."
"We're all stuck here, Marty, not just you. You seem quite prone to forgetting that." Doc patted his son's back as he walked circles in the room, but the baby did not seem soothed.
"Yeah, well, you seem prone to forgetting that you're supposed to be working on a time machine now. You shouldn't be making baby catapults out there. When's the last time you really got much done on the new time machine since Jules was born?"
"Marty." Doc's tone told him he was treading on thin ice.
"You keep mentioning how it's bad we're all back here, but I haven't seen you do much about it in the last month."
Doc's pace across the floorboards quickened. "I've got a family to support now financially and emotionally."
"You also have a promise you said you'd keep to me," Marty said flatly, too tired to be remotely tactful.
Doc didn't say anything to that, simply frowning as he continued to rub his son's back in an attempt to comfort the child. Marty climbed to his feet, the crying beginning to give him a headache. "Have fun," he said, turning around and leaving the room. He closed the door to the nursery behind him, hoping that might help muffle the sound of the baby. By the time he reached the bottom of the stairs, the sound was fainter but still audible.
In his bedroom with the door shut, the wailing was only slightly blunted. It penetrated through the floor above, along with the inventor's heavy footfalls as he prowled around the room. Marty groaned softly as he crossed the floor back to his bed. He grabbed another quilt from the foot of the bed, tucked his pillow under his arm, and stepped across the hall to Docs study. It was cold, but at least with the door shut he could barely hear the baby crying.
Marty made his way over to the couch, doing his best to dodge the odd box or gizmo in his path by the moonlight coming through the unshaded windows. Doc hadnt really unpacked a whole lot since the move last summer. He sat down on the couch, the aged springs creaking softly until he hit the hard wood underneath. Grumbling a little, he threw his pillow down at one end of the sofa and lay down, bundling himself up in two quilts. Even so, he was too cold to sleep right away. It took a few minutes before his own body heat warmed up the blankets enough to be somewhat comfortable.
But at least it was quiet. That was ironic, in a way, considering how many sleepless nights he had spent in this very room the prior summer due to noises from above. Had he not felt so annoyed, he would have smiled at the memory.
That babys screwed up all our lives, Marty thought, frowning as he closed his eyes. If he wasnt here, I could be home now. The time machine would probably be done. And even if it wasnt, at least I could be sleeping now....
* * *
Emmett? Emmett, wake up.
Emmett Brown opened his eyes, blinking a couple times before he focused on the face of his wife looming above. Clara was pale, her eyes rimmed with dark shadows. For a moment he was not sure where he was. The night before, when Jules had started crying a bit after midnight, he had wound up staying up with the baby until after 4 A.M., when the infant finally fell into an exhausted sleep. He remembered setting the baby down in the cradle and joining his wife in the bedroom. Clara, he recalled, had been awake, unable to sleep as long as her child cried. The couple had exchanged a few words, then Doc joined her in bed.
And now...now it was now, whenever that was.
Whats wrong? he muttered, bracing himself for another bout of pacing the floor. But he didnt hear anything -- he certainly did not hear a baby crying.
Its time to get ready for church, Clara said.
Church? Doc croaked, hoping this was a joke. He raised his head off the pillow and looked at the bedside clock, barely visible in the first light of dawn. The time was 6:02 A.M. Are you sure?
It is Sunday, Clara said. Im as exhausted as you, but you know we must be there, especially today. Jules is to be christened, remember?
Doc closed his eyes for a moment and sighed. It was the small town gossips that made it such a sin to skip church, he knew. If he didnt go or if Clara didnt go, there would be talk. Only illness was seen as an acceptable excuse to stay home. Most of the time he didnt mind going there -- the sense of community was nice, and it was, frankly, the most social event of the week. But in the two months since theyd had the baby, it had become somewhat of an ordeal to make the trip.
Clara was right, however. If their son had his christening today, they absolutely had to be there.
All right, he said, opening his eyes. Ill deal with Marty if you want to handle Jules.
After I get dressed, Clara said. I dont want to disturb the baby now that hes finally sleeping.
And I dont particularly want to disturb Marty, Doc thought, frowning. He sat up with a sigh, pausing a moment to lean over and massage his forehead, which ached dully. He had survived on little sleep before -- sometimes he thrived in spite of a lack of rest -- but there was a difference between remaining awake due to adrenaline or excitement, and being forced awake due to a crying, fussy child.
The inventor lit the bedside lamp and dressed in the required Sunday best. He left Clara, still getting ready, and checked on the baby in the nursery. Jules lay in his cradle on his stomach, covered by a small quilt that the new schoolteacher had sewed for him, sleeping peacefully. Doc watched his son for a moment, seeing the rise and fall of his back, a feeling of amazement and love swelling in his chest. Even after all these days, he still found it difficult to believe that he, Emmett L. Brown, was now a father.
He left the room feeling a little more energized than when he had gone in.
Doc detoured into the kitchen to start the fire in the cast iron stove, and then reluctantly paid a visit to Martys bedroom. The door, he saw, was ajar, and the teen was not in bed. He recalled, vaguely, mentioning to his friend that he could use the study to escape the noise, so Doc checked there first. He found Marty curled up on the couch in the room, bundled up in a couple quilts up to his nose. The scientist called his name a couple times, but when that didnt seem to provoke any reaction, he crossed the floor and gave the lump of quilts a shake.
Time to get up, now, he said firmly.
Marty groaned. Why? he croaked.
Its Sunday. Church.
No way, Marty said flatly. He pulled the blankets over his head.
Yes way. You know we all need to go -- no excuses. Jules is going to be christened today. You can take a nap when we get home.
But Ive been up all night...
Doc gritted his teeth a little at the whine in his friends voice. So have Clara and myself, he said without sympathy. Get dressed, and by that point Ill have a strong pot of coffee made.
Aw, for cryin out loud....
Doc left his friend in the study. When he reached the end of the hallway, he heard Marty go across the hall into his rightful room and close the door. Good. He just hoped that he wouldnt simply go back to bed. The inventor didnt feel up to facing a drawn out battle of wits with a stubborn teenager at that hour of the day.
Clara met him at the foot of the stairs wearing a new lavender gown that she had finished sewing just two weeks before. Her figure, two months after having a baby, already seemed to be almost as small as it had been before, but Doc knew that most of that was due to the corsets women wore now. It amazed him why his wife -- why any woman, for that matter -- would subject herself to that kind of pain and binding simply for fashion.
Jules is still asleep, she said. Im of a mind to wait until just before we leave to rouse him. He was up so late last night.
If you do that, how do you expect to feed him? Doc asked. In the carriage? You certainly wont be able to do it in church.
No, Clara said. No, of course not. She sighed and turned, wearily heading up the stairs once more.
Doc took it upon himself to get breakfast started while his wife tended to the baby. Minutes later, he heard Jules start to cry, clearly not appreciating the early morning wake up call. But soon after he lapsed into silence, no doubt because he was being fed.
Marty wandered in just as the coffee finished and took a seat at the table without a word. Doc was pleased to see that he was dressed in his nice clothes. Like Clara, he looked exhausted, faint circles hanging under his eyes. Doc suspected that the same could be found on his own face if he looked in the mirror.
Here, Doc said, pouring a cup of coffee. Drink this. He set it down before his friend on the table. Marty glanced up at him, looking dazed.
How long is this gonna go on, Doc?
What do you mean?
How long is your kid going to be screaming through the night?
Doc poured himself a generous share of coffee before answering the question. Im not sure. Im told it takes a bit of time before babies sleep through the night.
Its been two months.
Its only been two months, Doc corrected. He took a long swallow of the hot, bitter brew, grimacing a bit as he lowered the mug. Youre not expected to participate in tending to him, you know.
Yeah, well, I cant sleep through it. Marty took a sip from the coffee, wincing from the taste as he set it back down to the table. If it wasnt the middle of winter, Id stay at the shop until this crying all night thing is over.
Im not opposed to your doing that. Actually, if youd like, you could stay out in the barn. Might be a bit warmer than the shop in town.
Yeah, maybe. Marty looked down into the mouth of the mug.
Clara joined them a short time later carrying the baby in her arms. Jules eyes were half closed as he rested his head on Claras shoulder. Clara had dressed him into a white gown that she had stitched over the last couple months, complete with a tiny white knit cap. The gown and cap combined to make him look, well....
He looks like a girl in that, Marty said, making no pains to be tactful with his assessment. Why dont you have him in anything, you know, not a dress?
Its his christening gown, Marty, Clara explained, unoffended. They all look like this, dont they Emmett?
They do now, he agreed.
All babies wear gowns, Clara added, as if Marty hadnt noticed Jules attire as of late. Theyre not shortened until theyre able to crawl. She looked at her husband. Can you take him so I can finish breakfast.
Certainly.
Doc gently lifted Jules out of his mothers arms. The baby let out a faint whimper before settling back down, his head heavy on the inventors shoulder. By the time Clara set out the servings of oatmeal and toast on the table, Jules was asleep. She whisked him out of Docs arms and away to a playpen in the adjacent room, something the scientist had built one afternoon in December. It made it a bit more convenient for her when she was doing household chores or cooking.
The meal was conducted in almost utter silence, as everyone was too tired to really converse. When Doc finished eating, he headed outside to hitch the horses to the carriage and bring it around to the front of the house. He had bought the latter just a few weeks earlier, after the baby was born and it was clear that a better mode of transportation than the buckboard wagon would be required for town outings. It wasnt covered, however, open to the elements. Marty brought out several warm wool blankets for their laps, and once coats, hats, gloves, and scarves had been donned, the three headed off to town. Clara clutched the baby close during the trip, little Jules wrapped snugly in a couple blankets as protection against the biting wind. The baby woke up during the trip, not surprisingly, and fussed a little, but didnt start crying as he had been doing the night before.
Church services started at nine A.M. They arrived with just ten minutes to spare, the snow and ice on the roads warranting some caution. Doc let his wife off near the front of the church, sending Marty in with her while he parked the carriage in the field alongside the church. On his way towards the doors, he happened to bump into Seamus McFly, who had just settled his own horse and buggy.
Emmett! the farmer said cheerfully. Howve you been? Hows the missus?
Fine, Doc said, mustering a smile for the smaller man. Were all fine. A little tired from the baby, he added, knowing that he looked peaked from the lack of rest.
Ah, he keepin you up at night? Seamus asked with the air of experience. He certainly had that. His son, William, was now 23 months old, and they had a new one at home, a three-month-old little girl named Madeline. Have you tried givin him warm ginger water?
I think so. I think weve tried just about every suggestion given to us, Doc said as they reached the steps of the church.
Well...hell outgrow it soon enough, tbe sure. Maddies just now settlin down for the night. Were hopin once we get the house built that everyone will be sleepin better.
The McFlys, Doc knew, were still squeezed into a tiny two-room cabin. Through the grapevine, the inventor heard that Seamus had paid for a shipment of lumber to arrive in the spring, after the thaw, at which point he planned to start building a frame house beside the cabin. Doc suspected that he might find himself assisting in that project -- it was what the townsfolk did in Hill Valley now -- but the idea made him nervous. He, Clara, and Marty -- Williams great-grandson -- had never been present in the original timeline. Therefore any contributions any of them made towards a new home for the present McFlys could put the entire space-time continuum at risk.
His brain was too tired to start running through possible scenarios of disaster, however. It was barely March; there was still snow on the ground. Seamus was not going to be breaking ground for a month, at least. Im sure that will help, he said in response to the farmers comment.
Seamus bid him a goodbye as they entered the church, the small front room crowded with people hanging coats and other clothing that they had worn on the journey. Doc found an empty hook for his overcoat, hat, and scarf, and then headed into the adjacent nave to search for his wife and Marty. He saw them after a moment, sitting in the same pew that they always occupied near the back of the room. (An appropriately inconspicuous place in Docs opinion.) Marty, who preferred sitting on the aisle, stood as Doc approached, allowing him to squeeze by and sit between him and Clara.
How is Jules? the scientist asked immediately.
Well, so far, Clara said, pulling his cap back a little and allowing the inventor to see the blinking eyes of their son. His eyes were a deep, dark blue, but Doc suspected that the color would change in the coming months. The shade seemed much darker than Martys eyes, for example. Clara smiled as she glanced down at the baby, giving his back a gentle rub. Hes much calmer than he was last night. I hope he behaves himself this morning. I would hate to have him scream during the service and christening.
Doc shared her hope. He didnt want to attract the ire and attention of most of the townsfolk this morning. The less noticed they could be, the better.
The service began minutes later, and the crowd settled down once the pastor stepped to the podium up front to begin his sermon for the day. The man was fairly new to the area, having arrived the prior September, and Doc supposed he was good enough for his job, but he wasnt the most engaging of public speakers. After a few minutes, the drone of his voice had a rather soothing, hypnotic effect -- the last thing the scientist needed after a night of little sleep. He sat up straighter and took a deep breath, blinking rapidly and imagining a steaming hot cup of coffee that would await him after the service. A glance to his right and he saw that Clara, too, wore a glazed look on her face. The baby had fallen asleep. That was one good thing about it, Doc supposed.
When he looked to Marty, seated on his left, he found his friends head bowed and eyes closed. Doc seriously doubted that he was praying. He gave the teen a sharp, subtle jab in the ribs with his elbow. Martys head snapped up and his eyes opened at once. He glanced over at Doc, the look laced with annoyance.
What? he hissed out of the corner of his mouth.
Stay awake, Doc whispered back.
I was -- I am.
Doc gave him a mighty skeptical look. Marty looked away, towards the front of the church, frowning. The inventor sighed and tried to follow the rambling words from the pastor, who was using a theme of charitable acts today. Doc reached into the pocket of his vest and withdrew his pocket watch, doing his best to be subtle as he opened the face and checked the time. 9:21 A.M. The services usually did not end until around ten.
Doc tried to focus his mind on something. Perhaps the new time machine. Yes, that would be an acceptable distraction. Martys words late the night before had hit a little too close to home. Since the babys birth, he really hadnt had much time at all to focus on the new machine. He felt only a little guilty about that. Granted, the sooner that it was completed, the sooner they could all leave this time and Doc wouldnt have to worry so much about every little move he, Clara, Marty, or Jules made, and how it would influence history.
On the other hand, he had been quite busy making the adjustments towards being a father, helping out his wife, keeping the business running and income being generated, and so forth. Marty, in Docs opinion, should understand that and be patient. Things would settle down, he was sure...he hoped. And once Jules wasnt up at night so much, keeping the entire household awake with him, things would get even better.
Doc looked around the room, finding distraction necessary, and once more his eyes settled on Marty. The teen, again, had his head bowed and eyes closed. Remembering his denial last time, the inventor watched him a moment, waiting for him to open his eyes or give any signal that he was simply resting his eyes for a moment. None came. In fact, Doc noticed Martys breathing had changed, grown deeper and more pronounced.
Marty, he murmured under his breath. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Claras head turn to see what was going on.
Marty didnt move. Well aware that there were eyes all around them -- though, taking a quick look around, Doc was relieved to see that no one seemed to be paying them any mind -- the inventor leaned over to whisper in his ear. Marty!
He felt a nudge from his right and turned his head to see Clara. She shook her head faintly. Doc frowned at her, but let it go. He kept one eye on his friend as the service continued. Marty slouched forward by degrees as the minutes passed, his head drooping lower, but no one around them seemed to notice. Doc sent a silent prayer of thanks for their position at the back of the room.
The pastor was getting near the end of things, asking the congregation to take a moment to pray for a few people in town who were in need of it for various reasons. Doc hurriedly bowed his head and closed his eyes. They would be called forward momentarily, he knew, for Jules christening. He opened his eyes, his head still bowed, and turned his head enough to glance to his left. Marty hadnt moved. With everyone distracted, Doc once more planted his elbow firmly in his friends side, hoping to jar him awake.
Perhaps he had underestimated how deeply under Marty was. Rather than start up, the nudge pitched him to the left. Doc watched, too surprised to immediately react, as the teen fell diagonally off the seat and towards the aisle. His forehead collided with the back of the pew before them, and then he hit the ground with a weighty thud.
Oh God, Doc thought, horrified, as every single head in the room turned to stare at them.
* * *
Church had never been Martys thing. Growing up, he had more or less been dragged until his parents gave up. Since landing in the past, he had pretty much been dragged by Doc because the services were so crucial to stemming tides of gossip and the like. People were more apt to be noticed if they didnt attend any church than if they did.
It was usually a struggle for him to stay awake during the sermons on a good day. After a night of sketchy sleep, it was downright impossible. Minutes into the pastors spiel, he found it too hard to keep his eyes open. It was easier just to close them -- then he could listen better. His thoughts, though, soon drifted so much that he really wasnt aware of the guys monotonous murmur from the front.
When he felt Doc nudge him that first time, he tried to snap back to attention, looking around in hopes of distracting himself from the exhaustion dragging him down. His eyes came to rest on Jules, held in Claras arms, and he felt a stir of jealousy in his gut. It wasnt the first time he had such a feeling, and it usually caught him off guard like now.
No ones coming down on him for sleeping now, Marty thought enviously. It didnt seem fair, especially since the baby was the reason they were all so worn out in the first place.
So he decided the hell with it, and stopped trying to fight the inevitable.
The next thing he really knew was that he was on the ground, and there was a horrible, splitting pain above his right eye. He blinked, dazed, and raised his head up. He was lying in the aisleway of the church, on his side. Every single person was staring at him, heads turned and necks craned. The room was quiet; even the pastor had fallen into a shocked silence.
What happened? he wondered dully.
He felt hands on his shoulder a second later, rolling him onto his back. Doc loomed above, his eyes wide and horrified. Are you all right? he asked. Although his words were pitched down to a whisper, they nevertheless carried quite well against the vaulted ceiling of the church.
Uh...uh-huh. Marty reached up to touch the ache above his right eye. He hissed a breath through his teeth at the pain and drew his hand back quickly. His fingertips, he saw, were stained with a smear of blood.
The silence was dissolving now into whispers and low murmurs. A few men from the congregation had made their way out to the aisleway and peered down at Marty, looking concerned. Doc pulled a handkerchief out of his pocket and handed it to the teen, who immediately pressed it to the ache above his eye. Hes fine, Doc announced to the crowd. Theres just a bump.
The scientist bent over and helped Marty to his feet, and then ushered him quickly to the bench that was in the front coatroom of the church. Marty didnt put up any resistance, still dazed from the sudden transition from dozing in the pew to being splayed out on the floor next to it.
What happened, Doc? he asked when they were out of earshot of the congregation. Marty could hear the pastor speaking again, trying to settle the crowd down from the interruption. The scientist closed the door that separated the coat room from the nave and turned around.
Put your head back, he said at once. I want to have a look at that.
Marty obediently leaned back against the wall and lowered the handkerchief from the wound. The lump was starting to throb now. Doc took the handkerchief from his hand and prodded at the cut, causing Marty to flinch and draw away as much as he could with a wall right behind him.
Sorry, Doc said. After a moment he stepped away and handed back the bloodied fabric. I dont think youll need stitches, but Id like the doctor to take a look at it.
Clara slipped through the doors, Jules held firmly against her chest. The baby didnt seem at all disturbed by the sudden ruckus. What happened? she asked softly, once the door was shut again.
Thats what Id like to know! Marty said.
You fell asleep, Doc said, looking down at him. When I went to nudge you awake for the christening, before people noticed, Im afraid I knocked you right over. You hit the back of the pew ahead of us here. He pointed to his right eyebrow where Martys cut was located.
Clara clicked her tongue nervously as she leaned over to peer at Martys face. Emmett, I told you not to disturb him.
Doc turned to regard her with a frown. I dont think that the congregation would take very kindly to the idea of him sleeping through the service.
Well, no one can fault him for it. She sighed. Were all dreadfully exhausted. I had to pinch myself more than once to stay awake today.
The inventor made a vague sound, turning back to Marty. How does your head feel? Are you feeling dizzy? Sick to your stomach?
My head hurts, but scratch the other stuff. He tentatively removed the handkerchief from his forehead and the swiftly swelling lump. Is it still bleeding?
A little. Keep the pressure on it.
Before he could say much else, the door opened again and the town doctor, William Peterson, slipped into the small room. He glanced at Marty before turning to the scientist. Did he faint? he asked.
I think so, Doc fibbed smoothly. He didnt have breakfast this morning, and weve all been a bit tired from the baby
. Im more concerned about the bump on his head, especially after the accident a couple years ago. Can you take a look at it?
The doctor nodded as he removed his coat and began to roll back his sleeves. Thats why I came here, he said. Can you fetch me some water, a towel, and a clean washrag?
Doc went off to get the requested materials. The doctor told Marty to lean back against the wall and lower the handkerchief so he could examine the wound. Once the inventor returned, the doctor dampened the washcloth and gently dabbed at the bump, wiping it clean. Marty closed his eyes, holding his breath against the discomfort during the ordeal.
I dont think it is serious, the doctor said after a moment. The bleeding is already beginning to slow, but there will be an ugly bump there. Just keep a watch on him today and let me know if anything changes...or if he has any more fainting spells.
Marty opened his eyes and exhaled as the Dr. Peterson finally moved his hands away from the bump. He handed the teenager the damp rag, instructing him to apply pressure to it just as Doc had done. Next, he turned to look at Clara and the baby. Your son is keeping you up at night, is he?
Yes, Clara said, not denying it. Hes very fussy at that time. You dont think it is anything serious, do you? she added, suddenly sounding worried.
No, I doubt it. May I see him a moment?
Clara passed the doctor the sleeping baby. Jules stirred a little during the transfer before settling back to sleep with a wide, openmouthed yawn. Dr. Peterson cradled him in one arm while his other hand gently examined the baby, poking and prodding. Jules whimpered a little at the treatment, once again threatening to wake.
I think it may just be colic, he said after a moment. Many babies have it. Theres an elixir that might help if you are interested.
Clara opened her mouth to answer, but Doc cut her off. No thanks, he said curtly. Well simply wait until he outgrows it.
The former teacher turned to her husband, aghast. Emmett, I think--
Doc caught her eyes and shook his head once, firmly, before turning back to the doctor. Thanks for your assessment.
Youre welcome. Dr. Peterson handed Clara back the baby, collected his jacket, and returned to the church service. As soon as the door was closed, Clara turned to address her husband.
Emmett, why not?
Yeah, Doc, why not? Marty echoed. If it lets Jules sleep at night, that means we get to sleep through the night. I dunno about you, but I cant take this much longer.
Doc shook his head again. Youll just have to endure, he said. Im not going to allow our son to be drugged, he added, looking at Clara. God knows whats in so-called patent medicines now. Those things often contained weighty doses of alcohol, which are unsafe for children to consume -- especially babies.
Clara blinked, taken aback by this explanation. Perhaps it is simply a home medicinal brew, she said.
I doubt it. Look, if it makes you feel any better, Ill do some research and see what I can find that could help him sleep. Something safe, he emphasized. But Im not going to allow the medicines of the time to drug our son simply so we can get some rest. The doctors now have no idea how dangerous that practice is. I do.
Marty grudgingly saw that Doc had a point. He signed, lowering the handkerchief again. His arm was already getting sore keeping it up there. Then until you figure this out, Doc, I think Ill stay out in the lab. Im getting tired of being tired.
Thats fine, but not tonight, Doc said. We need to keep an eye on you and that bump.
Marty made a face, already envisioning yet another night of sketchy rest. The door to the nave once more opened, and a boy of perhaps twelve stuck his head inside the small room. Are you gonna get im christened tday? the kid asked, pointing to Jules. Theyre ready, if you are.
Doc and Clara looked at each other. Yes, the former said after a moment. Well be there in a moment.
Ill stay back here, if thats all right, Marty said, not feeling up to the stares he would no doubt get if he returned to the other room.
But Doc shook his head. You cant, he said. Not if youre going to be his godfather. You need to be there for the ceremony.
Marty wasnt entirely sure how he felt about the job Doc and Clara wanted to bestow on him. When Doc had asked him about fulfilling that role for the kid, he had first been flattered and agreed. The more he thought about it, though, the more uneasy it made him. He wasnt entirely sure what was expected of him in the role, aside from the fact that he was supposed to be some kind of spiritual guide to the kid if something ever happened to Doc or Clara. Marty was able to grasp the symbolism of the gesture, too, in that he would help raise Jules if something happened to his parents...and that was a scenario that the teen did not want to think about. Doc, Marty hated to admit to himself, was not so young anymore, and the medical care here was fairly primitive from his twentieth century perspective.
Are you sure about that? Marty asked, hoping his friend was just making a general assumption
Yes, Clara said decisively.
And so, minutes later, Marty found himself standing at the front of the church with Doc and Clara. Unlike them, however, or the baby, he was the subject of the most intense scrutiny, perhaps because he had to keep one hand on the handkerchief and keep a pressure on that to stop the cut from oozing blood down the side of his face. He realized, too, halfway though the ceremony, that the area around his right eye was starting to feel funny -- puffy and swollen. He wondered if he was going to get a black eye out of this and smiled humorously at the idea, imagining how that would sound to people...or at least those who wouldnt already know what had happened.
Marty couldnt help but feel some of the blame on his injury rested not on his shoulders, or even on Doc who had apparently pushed him (unintentionally) off the seat. No, the blame for this went directly to the tiny person in the white gown who was getting water poured over his head. Little baby Jules. He was the one who had made him tired enough to fall asleep in church in the first place. He was the reason they were in church at all today, without a good excuse to skip. And he was the reason Marty had to stand here in front of most of Hill Valley with a bloody handkerchief pressed to his forehead.
Yet even with the resentment building in him. Marty found himself promising to guide and protect Jules Martin Brown, should anything happen to his parents.
The irony did not escape the teen.
* * *
Late in the afternoon, with Jules settled down for a nap after his active morning, Clara Brown slipped down the first floor hallway towards Martys bedroom. When they had returned from church earlier in the day, her husbands friend had gone to his room to put a cold cloth on his injury, hoping to cut the swelling down. Nothing had been heard from him in the past three hours.
The door was closed, nothing but silence audible from within. Clara listened a moment, her ear to the wood, before grasping the knob and gently easing the door open. The shades were drawn over the windows, but some late winter daylight still slipped through and provided enough illumination for her to see inside without a problem.
Marty, she saw, was lying flat on his back on his bed, arms folded across his chest, a cold,damp rag covering his eyes. Clara crossed the floor quietly, her skirts rustling, and reached out to remove the rag from his face. She winced a little at what she saw. The place where he had collided with the wooden pew had stopped bleeding hours before, during the ride back to the house, but had since swelled into a tender red bump. Meanwhile, the area around his right eye had turned black and blue -- a black eye.
Marty did not seem to notice her presence. He sighed softly, not opening his eyes as Clara stared at him, and rolled onto his left side. The former teacher soaked the washrag in the bowl of water at his washstand, wrung it out, then tried to replace it over the bruised area and eye, a more awkward process now that Marty was on his side. He stirred at her touch, turning his head and opening his eyes halfway.
What? he mumbled.
Nothing, Clara said softly. I was just trying to refresh the compress. Supper wont be for a couple more hours yet.
Oh. His eyes fell closed again. Clara settled the compress down on his bump and slipped out of the room, closing the door behind her. She sighed as she stood in the hall, something bothering her.
After checking on Jules, still sleeping soundly in his crib, she pulled on her coat and left the house to cross the lawn. In one hand she clutched a small device that Emmett had modified from the future. He had called it a walkie-talkie and it had been something salvaged from the wreck of his time machine many months back. It was the size of a small box, a bit weighty, but had the fascinating power of transmitting sounds short distances. By setting one of the devices in the same room as the baby, Clara could monitor him from a separate room. Emmett had called it a baby monitor, and told her that the idea had not originated with him, that it would be somewhat common in the future time where he was from. Clara didnt care; she found the device marvelous and thought her husband even more of a genius for cobbling it together here.
When she reached the barn, she found the door locked. Emmett, she knew, had some strange ideas about privacy when it came to his workspace. It seemed a bit silly to her, as they were not prone to having unexpected visitors. She knocked hard on the door for a good minute before she finally heard footsteps move her way. Following the sound of bolts sliding back, the door opened and her husband stood in the doorway. He looked tired, slightly frazzled, and his workclothes were already stained with smears of soot here and there.
Is supper ready so soon? he asked, pulling out his pocket watch to check the time.
No, she said. Not for another hour or so yet. She stepped inside the barn and closed the door against the cold wind. What are you working on?
Im trying to see whats gone wrong with the swing sling. I think Ive narrowed it down to a loose gear. Wheres the baby?
Napping, thank goodness. Clara set the cumbersome baby monitor down on one of the worktables. Emmett, Im worried about Marty.
Emmett had been about to turn back to his project, lying in pieces on one of the tables nearby. At the statement, however, he turned back around and gave his wife his full attention. Why? Whats happened? Has he slipped into a coma?
No, no. I was just in his room, checking on him, and he woke up for a moment. I wouldnt be terribly concerned with his napping the last several hours. Goodness knows I would like to do the same. She sighed wistfully at the idea.
Then whats the problem?
Clara hesitated, trying to articulate what she felt. He has just seemed rather quiet since Jules was born, as if something is preoccupying him.
If hes quiet, Im sure its because hes just tired, Emmett said. Thats not anything abnormal. I suspect he may perk up a bit by staying out here at night. He returned to his worktable and picked up a tool, bending over for a close look at the components that were exposed. Clara regarded it a moment with faint curiosity before looking back to her husband.
You dont think hes jealous of the baby, do you?
Jealous? Emmett looked up again, his eyebrows raised in surprise. Why would Marty be jealous of the baby?
Oh, I dont know.... Ive seen him looking at Jules sometimes, and he does not look...happy. Said aloud, it sounded like a weak bit of reasoning, even to Claras own ears.
Clara, Im sure hes simply exhausted, nothing more. Marty wouldnt be jealous of our son. Theres no logical rational for it. Besides, he added, I havent seen him truly happy since before we arrived here. Hes still homesick.
I--I suppose. Clara still could not shake the feeling, however. She pushed it out of her mind for the moment and took a more careful look around the room. How is that other project coming along? The time machine?
Slowly...but I havent had much time to spare, you know.
I know, Clara said. Youve been a wonderful provider and help. She paused a moment. Perhaps Marty is feeling put out because you havent been spending much time on that project.
Emmett sighed, looking up again. That cant be helped if he is, he said curtly. I know that Marty is having trouble coping with the circumstances here, but theres little I can do that Im not already doing. Hes got to learn to make the best of the situation in the meantime. If he wants to pout and sulk and whine, thats his problem. I must say that Im getting a little tired of having to listen to it, though.
Clara blinked at the tone in her husbands voice. Are you angry with him? she asked tentatively.
Emmett sunk down on a stool set beside the worktable. He looked even more exhausted for a moment. No, he said. Im not angry. I suppose Im just frustrated. Theres only so much I can do, Clara. He rubbed his forehead with the back of his hand. Ive been worrying about that kid from the moment I landed here, before he even decided to drop in and pick me up. Marty is stubborn when he wants to be. I think if he simply changed his perspective on the current circumstances, he would feel a little better. Hes focusing too much on the negative, and that could drive anyone crazy.
Clara stepped over to her husband and slipped an arm around his back, rubbing the back of his neck with her fingers. He felt as tense as a statue under her fingertips. You have been a good friend to him, Emmett, she said, her voice soft but her tone firm. Both of you have had to cope with problems that no mortal should ever face. I admit, though, that I would be lying if I said I wasnt glad that you ended up here, in this time and place...but Im very sorry that neither of you can leave. I know you must miss your home, too.
Emmett shrugged, slipping one arm around his wifes waist. I do, at times, he admitted. But there are a great number of things here that I love. He turned his head and kissed Clara on the cheek.
You only love me that much? she asked, peering coyly at her husband.
Emmett smiled, some of the fatigue slipping away from his face. Well, maybe a little more than that....
A moment later, a raspy cry broke the spell. Clara stepped out of her husbands embrace and turned her head towards the baby monitor. She sighed, slightly annoyed by the timing of the interruption. Drat, I think hes hungry.
Emmett made his own soft sound of regret. Its almost as if he knows, he said ominously. He gave his wife one more kiss. Ill be out of here within half an hour.
All right, dear. Clara collected the monitor and hurried out of the barn, across the lawn to the house. The babys cry was stronger now, more annoyed that he had not yet been tended to. Clara reached the back door, turned the knob...and it refused to budge. She twisted it a different way. It didnt move.
Drat! she said again, annoyed. The door must have been ready to lock behind her when she left.
Jules continued to cry, the sound making Clara more anxious. She hated hearing her baby upset or in distress. Clutching the monitor against her chest, she hurried around to the front of the house via the porch, and tried the front door. It, too, was locked. Feeling increasingly distraught, Clara went over to one of the windows of Martys bedroom and rapped hard on the glass. When that did not provoke an immediate response, she tried again, tapping the band of her wedding ring against the surface to amplify the sound.
Martys face peeked through the curtains a moment later, a look of groggy confusion on his face. Im locked out, Clara said loudly, over the cries of her son from the device. Can you let me inside?
Marty nodded once, disappearing from view. A moment later, Clara heard the front door open and she eagerly hurried that way. Marty stood in the doorway watching her approach, his clothes and hair rumpled from his afternoon of napping. In the late afternoon light of day, the bump and his black eye looked even worse. What happened? he asked.
I went out to see Emmett in the barn, and the door locked behind me, Clara explained, hurrying inside and following the sound of her babys cry. Then Jules started to cry...Im sorry, Marty.
Marty shrugged as he closed the door and twisted the bolt back into place. Whatever, he said flatly, following her as she cut through the parlor to reach the dining room. That kids always crying. You and Doc have gotta do something about it.
Clara set the monitor device down on the dining room table and bent down over the crib where the baby lay tangled amid blankets, his face red from the effort of his wails. He is a baby, Marty, she said. This is his only way of communication right now.
Yeah, well, its lousy.
Clara deliberately changed the subject as she lifted up Jules and began to sway, trying to soothe him. Almost immediately, his crying tapered a bit. How does your head feel?
Marty reached up to touch his bump, wincing as he did so. It hurts, he said curtly. How does it look? It feels all swollen around there.
Youve got a black eye. Your bump is rather colorful, too. Im sure the swelling will be down by tomorrow.
The black eye wont go away any time soon, though, Marty said darkly. He sighed, raking a hand back through his sleep mussed hair. Its so humiliating...half the town saw what happened.
Clara hid a smile at the memory, though at the time she had been quite frightened. Well, Im sure they will forget. No one will have the insensitivity to mention it to you.
Maybe not, but theyll be thinking about it and talking about it behind my back. He shrugged, suddenly indifferent. Well, whatever. Its not like I really care what anyone here thinks of me.
Clara pursed her lips together as she walked around the dining room table with the baby, who was swiftly calming down. Marty, I know that Emmett doesnt agree with me, but you should get out and make some friends your own age.
Youre right, Clara, Marty said. Doc doesnt agree with you about that. So I cant. And hes right -- it could screw up a lot of things.
Clara pressed her lips together harder. She hated seeing a young man of Martys age be so reclusive. Based on what Emmett had told her, she knew that it wasnt like him. I think Emmett worries too much about those matters, she said.
Marty lifted his shoulders in another weary shrug. Do you think you could make me some of that tea for headaches and stuff? he asked.
The change of subject threw Clara a moment, but she smiled. Certainly. Can you take him a moment? I dont think hell cry if someone is holding him.
I guess. The young mans tone was void of the slightest bit of enthusiasm.
Clara passed him Jules, reminding him to support the babys head. The moment the child came into his hands, Martys posture grew ramrod stiff. He looked at Clara, his expression uncertain. Im not sure what to do.
Just walk him around the room, the former teacher said. She left Marty in the dining room, slowly beginning to circle the table with the whimpering baby.
In the kitchen, she had just poured a mug full of hot water from the stove when Emmett reached the back door. He rattled the knob, trying to peer through the window set in the door. Clara set the kettle down and hurried to open it for him. Sorry, she apologized at once. I think the lock stuck when I left the house to see you.
Thats all right, Emmett said as he came in, nonplussed. Wheres the baby?
Marty has him right now, in the other room. Clara headed over to one of the shelves, searching for the proper canister of tea.
Marty? Emmetts tone betray surprise, as Marty had not been very interested in Jules since he was born.
He wanted some tea for his headache, and someone needed to hold the baby or he would start crying again. Clara located the tin she wanted and removed it from the shelf before turning to face her husband. Emmett, I think Marty needs to get out of the house more.
What do you mean? There was a trace of suspicion to the words.
Well, he is eighteen, isnt he? I daresay it is not very fun for him to be with us all the time. When my brother was his age, he was doing all sorts of things: going to dances, going away to school, spending time with a circle of chums--
Clara, you know Marty cant do that. Weve discussed this. I dont know why youre so insistent on bringing this up time and again.
Clara frowned as she spooned the proper amount if tea from the tin into the mug of hot water. I believe he will feel better spending time with young people his age.
No, he wouldnt, Emmett said immediately. Where Martys from, kids his age...theyre still very much kids. They dont have a large list of responsibility -- school, perhaps, maybe family obligations or a part-time job. Society calls them teenagers. Here, theyre...well, theyre young adults. Theyve got many more responsibilities, and society treats them as capable adults. They can carry guns. They can drink alcohol. They can have children of their own, get married without parental consent, and get a job without any sort of formal education. Its absolutely different. I dont think Marty would really fit in with anyone his age here, even if it was advisable for him to go out and make friends of his own.
Perhaps, but I saw him performing last July on that stage, and dancing with that young woman. He looked happy, Emmett. He didnt look as if the weight of the world was on his shoulders.
Emmetts eyes narrowed in sudden scrutiny at his wife. Did he ask you to talk to me?
Clara shook her head as she vigorously stirred the tea. No, he did not. He seemed to think that any persuasion on my part would be foolhardy.
And hes correct. Clara, I dont think you realize how dangerous our presence can be here. Especially for Marty -- he has direct ancestors living in town right now.
Clara sighed, more than a bit sick of these tired arguments her husband would throw at her. Be that as it may, this is no way for a young man of his age to live.
Emmett rubbed his forehead, as if he had a headache. I think were all in agreement about that. Im doing everything I can to rectify the situation and get him back home, but it just takes time.
A flood of guilt suddenly washed over Clara. She noticed again how tired Emmett looked, recalling that not only was he up at night as much as she was, he was working full days in town. Not to mention he had been trying to help her around the house, especially in the first week after Jules had been born and she had been too sore to do much of anything.
I know, she said softly. I know you are doing the best you can. I just think, perhaps, in the meantime--
No, Emmett said, a distinct edge to his voice with the word. He held out his hand. Ill take that out to Marty. I want to see how his bump looks.
Clara passed her husband the steaming mug of tea and watched him turn and step through the swinging door that led into the dining room. She sighed as she turned back to the stove, already trying to figure out a way to convince both Emmett and Marty that socialization for the young man could be a benefit here.
And she still had the nagging, uneasy feeling that Marty did not entirely like the new baby.
Monday, March 7, 1887
10:53 P.M.
After another night of interrupted, intermittent sleep in the house, Marty was only too happy to escape to the lab out in the barn. While this meant sacrificing his warm bed for a tiny cot in a place that was still somewhat drafty (despite Docs best efforts to insulate it from the elements), there was no crying baby nearby. That was good enough for the teenager.
However, there was a night owl Doc hanging around. After a day working in the stable in town, Marty was ready to crash by nine. It had been an endlessly long day from his perspective, partially because he was so tired from that damned baby, and partially because he had spent a lot of effort that day in trying to hide in the back of the business, self conscious over his black eye. The wound looked quite gruesome in the mirror to him, and the lump on his forehead was no picnic either. Fortunately, he wasnt plagued by any headache, and the bump only hurt if he happened to touch it, which wasnt much of a problem until he was trying to sleep. If he lay on his back or left side, that was fine. But the moment he rolled onto his right side or stomach....ow.
Are you sure you want to stay out here? Doc had asked him after dinner, while Marty had been keeping him company out in the lab.
Unless you want to muzzle your kid, yeah. I cant deal with that crying anymore.
It wont be very comfortable out here.
Its probably better than the barn in town that I had to stay in last winter. Ill be fine, Doc. Its not like its forever or anything. Marty sighed. Believe me, Id rather be staying in the house.
Doc paused from the device he was assembling on one of the worktables to look at Marty. You havent had any dizzy spells? Headaches?
Im fine, Doc, he said tersely.
In spite of his suggestion to the teenager of staying the night out in the lab, Doc didnt seem to be very enthusiastic about it. Even after Marty made it apparent that he wanted to turn in, bundling himself up in a few blankets over his work clothes and lying down on the cot that was erected in what had once been a horse stall -- it still bore a faint odor of manure and hay -- the inventor made no move to leave. Fortunately, Doc wasnt a tenth as noisy as his infant son, and Marty was sufficiently exhausted. It took him little time to fall asleep.
And then, quite suddenly, he was being shaken back to awareness. Marty opened his eyes at the untimely interruption, feeling as disoriented as he had been when waking up on the floor of the church. He didnt know where he was at first, let alone the hour. Docs face, illuminated by the glow of a handheld lamp, peered down at him, a frown puckering his mouth.
Uhhh? was all Marty could manage, squinting his eyes against the light.
Are you all right? Doc asked.
Only because he was half awake did Marty not roll his eyes at the question. I was sleeping, he mumbled, thinking that should be answer enough.
You were talking in your sleep, Doc said.
This announcement helped wake him up a little. Obviously, he had no memory of doing anything like that -- he couldnt even remember any dreams, which had been in seemingly short supply since Jules was born -- but that didnt mean anything. According to Doc, he had spoken before when he was asleep back in the fall of 1885, when the inventor and Clara were doing their courtship dance. It had, he assumed, gone away since then.
The news that this apparently was back did not sit well with him. Marty raised himself up on one elbow and blinked at his friend. What do you mean?
Doc set the lamp down near his feet and took a seat on a wooden crate that was in the space. The stall was a kind of sloppy office room, though Marty didnt think his friend spent all that much time in it. The smell probably had something to do with it. I came back here to see if you needed anything before I left for the night, and you were mumbling some things in your sleep.
Like what? Marty suddenly felt nervous. It seemed grossly unfair to him that his body would rebel against him by blurting out things when he had no memory or awareness of it. At least if he did that sort of thing when he was drinking, he could only blame himself. This, however, was something completely out of his control.
Im not sure, exactly. I heard my name...the words take back...Jules name....and some other things I couldnt quite decipher.
Marty relaxed a little bit. That didnt seem too bad. Oh, he said, settling back down on the pillow. Sorry. Ill try to keep it down.
Doc didnt smile at the joke. Something is bothering you, Marty. It was not phrased as a question.
Yeah -- Im tired and I want to go back to bed.
The scientist still did not seem very amused. Maybe exhaustion had sucked away his own sense of humor. You only seem to talk in your sleep when something is upsetting you. Remember last time?
Last time, it had been Doc and Claras impending nuptials that had been bothering him a lot. This time-- But Marty didnt want to think about it. Nothings bugging me...and how would you know if I talk in my sleep normally? Its not like weve been sharing the same room or anything lately.
Doc studied him a moment with tired eyes. All right, he said. Sorry I disturbed you, then. He changed the subject. Im going into the house now. If you leave the barn, the door will automatically lock behind you for security reasons.
Okay, great. Have fun dealing with Jules tonight.
Doc picked up the lamp and stood, leaving the small cubical with a final concerned glance at Marty. The teenager lay on the cot, eyes remaining open in the dark, listening to his friend move a few things around...and then, finally, the door opened and closed. Silence surrounded him, broken only by the distant tick of clocks from the main room of the lab
Marty closed his eyes and sighed. He mentally replayed the words that Doc had said he had heard come out of his mouth: Doc...Jules...take back.... How about Take back Jules, Doc?
If only that baby hadnt been born. The kid was just nothing but problems. Keeping them awake...distracting Doc from building a new time machine...being nothing but a drain on all of them....
Marty didnt have much time to brood over it for very long. Despite the dark thoughts circling in his head, he knew that if he did happen to talk in his sleep once more tonight he would not be heard. Relieved by that, he soon drifted off again.
Wednesday, March 30, 1887
8:12 P.M.
Claras birthday was at the end of March, and therefore merited some celebration in Docs view. Although Jules still seemed to have trouble sleeping through the night, based on the haggard looks of his parents, Marty was feeling marginally better. Hed spent the last couple weeks staying out in Docs lab. The cold was a small price to pay for the quiet out there.
Doc wasnt spending as much time out there, though, and that made Marty more and more anxious. He didnt really appreciate the request from the inventor to keep an eye on the baby for a few hours on Wednesday evening so he and Clara could have a quiet dinner in celebration of the latters birthday. He agreed reluctantly -- was forced into it more like. It wasnt as if he could come up with a legit excuse to get out of babysitting duties. And Doc and Clara were still in the same building, though Marty wouldve felt guilty for bargaining in there with the small souvenir of their love.
After an early dinner of his own, he grudgingly took the baby from Clara and left the couple alone in the kitchen. Jules was awake, though Clara thought he would settle down in short order after having been fed. Marty simply had to keep an eye on him and make sure the kid didnt do anything to endanger his own health. The teen thought it was lucky for him that the baby was still too young to crawl or move around much.
The downfall, though, was that Jules liked to be held, and would promptly start complaining the second he was set down.
Oh, come on, Marty groaned aloud, minutes after he had left Doc and Clara alone. He had gone to his room, wanting to work on his music, set the kid on the foot of his bed...and immediately Jules face screwed up into a pout and he started a lowkey whimper. Im only three feet away from you!
The whimper quickly escalated into a whine, complete with some halfhearted kicks and flailing arms, the sound causing Marty to grit his teeth in frustration. There was nothing he liked less than a whiny kid...except a crying baby at 3 A.M. Marty picked him up, a little roughly, and set the baby on his lap. The squirming and whining continued, though, and the babys eyes rolled about as he struggled to look around the room.
Your parents arent here, Marty said flatly, as if Jules could understand what he was talking about. Theyre holding hands over a candlelight dinner and all that crap. He sighed, suddenly wistful, his mind drifting to his girlfriend. Last year...no, two years ago, on her birthday, they had gone to see a movie and Marty had given her a silver necklace with a heart charm on it. Hed seen it at the mall, and it had been on sale. Jennifer, Marty remembered, had liked it a lot. He could almost, but not quite, remember the look on her face as she opened the box.
Marty winced, suddenly pained. Her face, he whispered aloud, forgetting all about the baby writhing around in his lap. I cant remember her face....
He looked to his left, at the night table and the framed photograph of his girlfriends senior picture, taken about a month before he had gotten tangled with Docs time machine. There she was, smiling, her eyes peering directly at the camera and back almost a hundred years to look at him. He studied the photo a moment and relaxed, relieved. As long as he had that picture, he would be okay. He wouldnt forget her face...couldnt forget her face.
But Martys failure to remember with crystal clarity her expression, the way she had looked that day some two years in the past for him (or 97 years in the future) nagged at him strongly. He wondered if that was a side effect of time travel and made a mental note to ask Doc about that later.
Jules continued to fidget and whimper, drawing Martys attention back to the present. He looked down at the baby, frustrated.
Look, kid, if you want your parents, too bad. Stop trying to escape, okay? If you start crying, youre just gonna give me a headache. He added, under his breath, And another reason to hate you.
The baby didnt seem to heed his warning. Marty finally set him back down in the middle of his bed, far enough from the sides that he was in no danger of rolling off if he was to continue his struggles. Jules screwed up his face in displeasure. Marty ignored the dramatics, reaching instead for his guitar. Hoping to drown out the kids whining, he started playing the first thing that came to mind -- Tom Pettys American Girl. He sang the lyrics along softly, remembering the hours he spent mastering the song in his bedroom, listening to the album over and over again.
When he finished, he noticed Jules had shut up and was staring at him, blinking. His eyes were a strange hazel shade now, getting darker by the day.
You like that? he asked the baby. Marty got no response, naturally, but the kid at least wasnt whining anymore. He started playing another Petty classic, The Waiting, finding the song almost too close for comfort considering the theme of it. Jules continued to be quiet, simply staring up at him from the covers. Encouraged by this, Marty played a few other songs of his own composition before practicing one that had come to him recently. After about an hour or so of this, he noticed that the baby had drifted off to sleep.
Huh, Marty thought, surprised. The kid likes music. And he seems to have good taste.
Afraid of waking Jules, Marty didnt try to move him. He continued to play, however, wishing wistfully that there was some way he could listen to his favorite records and songs again. It had been so long since he had heard rock and roll, had heard any recorded music. The only time he really had the chance to hear music now was during occasional concerts and festivals in town. It wasnt enough, as far as he was concerned.
Around nine, there was a soft knock on his door. Marty stopped playing and got up to answer it, finding Doc out in the hall. The inventor looked happy and relaxed -- almost as if he was hung over with love. Marty felt a stab of envy. Has Jules been giving you much trouble?
Marty stepped to one side to allow Doc passage into his room. Not really -- hes asleep now. He really shut up once I started playing some music. Marty paused as his friend bent over the bed and carefully scooped up his sleeping son. Hey, Doc, is there any way to get recorded music or something now? Were record players around yet?
Hmmm, I think perhaps phonographs were. Ill have to look into it. The scientist cradled the baby against his chest, Jules sleeping through the transition between bed to parent. Thanks for watching him, Marty. Clara and I appreciated the break.
No problem, Marty lied. Think hell sleep though the night?
I doubt it, Doc said wistfully. We can only hope, though. Are you going to stay in the lab again tonight?
Yeah, until your kid can sleep through the night.
All right. Let me put him down, and Ill give you the keys.
Marty watched his friend leave his room before setting down his guitar on his bed. He glanced at Jennifers photo for a moment, sighed, and then left the room in search of distraction.
Clara, he found, was in the kitchen, washing the dishes from the dinner that she and Doc had eaten. She looked up with a dreamy smile at Martys entrance. From her earlobes sparkled brand new earrings that Doc had picked out for her the prior week. Thank you for keeping an eye on the baby, she said immediately. I hope he wasnt a bother.
Marty shrugged. Hes asleep now. Doc took him up to put to bed.
Oh, good. I hope he can rest for a few more hours yet.
Good luck with that, Marty half muttered. He took a seat at the kitchen table, now cleared off. Clara glanced back at him as she scrubbed a pot, her expression suddenly sympathetic.
Youre not having a good night, are you?
What makes you say that? Marty asked flatly.
Do you must miss your lady friend.
Was Clara serious? Marty looked down at the tabletop, tracing a line in the wood with his finger. Yeah, a lot.
Marty.... Clara turned away from the sink, wiping her damp hands off on her apron. I think you should go into town Saturday night.
And do what? Marty asked, not seeing the point. Nothings open past six except the saloon, and Doc doesnt like me hanging out there.
Theres a social at the church. Im baking a cake for it, though I dont think Ill be able to attend. You can bring it there and stay for us all.
Doc wont let me.
Let me work on him, Clara said. I cannot see how he can object to something so harmless.
Doc came into the room then, one hand holding a ring of keys. He handed them to Marty. Its the two silver ones, remember.
I know, Ive used em before. Marty stood, suddenly eager to be alone. If the looks Doc and Clara were exchanging were any indication, they felt the same way. Im gonna hit the sack. Have a good night, you two.
Neither Doc or Clara offered any objection to his leaving.
* * *
Emmett, Clara said a few minutes later, as they headed up the stairs to their room, theres something I would like to ask of you.
Doc smiled in the semidarkness. There was nothing, he thought, that he could deny his wife tonight. Not on her birthday. Whats that? he asked, slipping an arm around her waist.
There is a social at the church on Saturday night.
Oh, yes, I think I remember hearing about that from a few people in town. You want to go? I dont see a lot of harm in that, though I dont think we should bring the baby.
No, I agree with you on that. I think Jules will be too much of a handful, and thats a long drive at night in the cold weather. I do not need to go, but I think Marty should -- by himself, without us.
Doc grimaced at the suggestion as they walked past their sons bedroom. At least he seemed to be sleeping peacefully for the moment. I dont like that idea.
Why? Clara turned to look at him as they crossed the threshold of their bedroom. Doc closed the door behind him.
You know why, Clara. Weve been over this before. And over...and over....
He needs to get out, Emmett. He looked so glum tonight.
Hes glum because hes homesick. It wont make any difference whatsoever if he socializes with the people in town. Believe me.
The inventor wished shed drop the subject, especially tonight, but Clara seemed oblivious to his feelings. If you think that, there should be no harm in him going. He can bring the cake Ill bake for the social and give our regards to everyone. Its much better than none of us going at all.
Clara-- Doc stopped abruptly. He didnt want anything to ruin this night, especially not right now. He sighed, glancing down at the floorboards. All right, fine. He can go this time. If he wants to, that is. But I dont really like the idea.
Clara smiled, her eyes gleaming in the light of the single oil lamp that Doc held. Thank you, Emmett, she said sweetly -- and then, to Docs delight, she stepped forward and began to demonstrate just how very thankful she was.
Wednesday, March 30, 1887
11:32 P.M.
Doc burst into the lab suddenly, the sound of his entrance causing Marty to jump. The teen turned his head towards the door. Although it was late, Marty was sitting at one of the worktables looking at the almost incomprehensible blueprints for the new time machine. His first reaction was to hop to his feet and pretend he hadnt been eyeballing the plans. Doc could be a little secretive about stuff like that.
Even so, it didnt give the inventor the right to do what he did then. He slammed the door shut and stormed across the space separating him from his friend. His eyes were blazing -- not in excitement, Marty saw at once, but in anger.
How dare you! he said, rather melodramatically.
Hey, you had the plans out, Marty said, holding his hands up. You cant blame a guy for being a little curious.
I wasnt talking about the plans, Doc said. You exposed our son to rock and roll!
Uh, so? Marty said, not seeing why this was remotely a big deal. Doc had always supported his music before.
So? Those songs are not appropriate for an infant to hear!
Why not? Marty asked, not getting it.
The imagery, the language. Doc shook his head, still perturbed. Clara is very disappointed in this. So am I. And I think youve left us no choice.
What do you mean?
Doc suddenly opened the door and gestured outside to the cold night. Get out. Now.
What? Marty couldnt believe what he was hearing. What the hell?
Youre a negative influence on our son. You dont even like him. Why should we help you out anymore?
It was the anger and the disappointment in Docs gaze that got him more than the order to leave. But...but...where am I supposed to go?
I dont know, and I dont care. So long as its not with the McFlys.
Marty closed his eyes a moment. Doc, dont do this, he said. Please...
His voice sounded strange to his ears, on the verge of tears. Marty opened his eyes -- and suddenly he was not standing in the middle of the lab anymore. Instead, shadows surrounded him. He was lying down, on his back, and above him, he saw the vague outlines of beams above.
Where the hell am I? he wondered, dazed. He turned his head to take in more of the room, and it fell into place for him. He was in the lab...tucked away in one of the former horse stalls on the cot. Asleep and dreaming, apparently.
Why, Marty wondered, couldnt he have a nice dream? He shivered at the memory of Docs glare and his order to get out, and sat up, still groggy, clutching the blankets around him tightly.
A distant scraping, rustling-type noise captured his attention. It sounded as if someone was in the lab.
Marty swallowed hard, suddenly unnerved. Doc? he said aloud, turning his head towards the main space of the lab. There was no answer -- and, more importantly, no light. He swung his legs over the edge of the cot and stood, swaying a moment on his feet as the blood rushed from his head. He held still, straining his ears and listening hard. A moment, and several breaths later, he heard the noise again. Movement. Definitely.
He would have to check it out, of course. If someone was trying to break in, he had to be the heavy.
With one hand clasping the blankets around his shoulders, Marty fumbled around for a box of matches and somehow -- with his free hand -- managed to light the lamp that was set down on the floor next to the cot. Feeling a bit braver with light, he picked up the lamp and walked out of the stall,towards where he had detected the sound. He held the light up before him high, squinting as he slowly scanned the area. He couldnt help but also notice that there was no time machine blueprint in the open. It had not been out before, and it was not out now.
Okay, McFly, weve established that was just a dream. Lets just get this field trip over with so you can go back to bed.
Marty reached the door without incident and peered outside through one of the windows nearby. Outside, the sky was clear, and a quarter moon shone down from above. It provided him ample light to see the yard between the barn and the house. Nothing, no one, was out there.
Great, he muttered. Im hearing things.
He started to turn to head back to bed when something ran across the top of his foot. WIthout thinking about it, Marty jumped back, a startled cry escaping his lips. The lamp dropped from his hand, shattering on the floor. He caught sight of a blur of brownish motion streaking away before he realized that he could suddenly see everything far too well.
A small patch of the hardwood floor was on fire, the burning lamp oil now splattered over the floor.
Shit, Marty breathed. He stared at the flames for a second, frozen, before turning, throwing open the door, and fleeing the building.
* * *
Afterward, Doc was content to simply lay in the bed and stare at his wife as she gradually drifted off to sleep, her long dark curls hanging loose and spread across the pillow. Listening to her deepening breath, watching the gentle rise and fall of her chest in the moonlight that filtered through the window curtains, he felt completely at peace. The worries that normally dogged during all wakeful minutes faded to a dull roar, no more troublesome than the street noise used to be to him when he lived in the garage on JFK.
He closed his eyes with a sigh, savoring the silence. Jules hadnt stirred once since he had fallen asleep in Martys room during dinner. Perhaps he would finally be able to get some rest tonight.
Doc! Hey, Doc!
The voice from outside had to be his imagination. There was no possible reason why Marty would be yelling for him outside as if the house was on fire.
Fire, Doc! Fire in your lab!
Fire? Docs eyes snapped open. He sat up, wondering if he had heard right. Martys cry repeated itself.
The scientist threw back the blankets and leapt out of bed, striding over to the window that faced the back yard and the lab. Outside, he saw a faint orange glow flickering from within the labs lower windows.
Great Scott!
He turned and started to run, not stopping to wake his wife with the news.
Doc didnt remember how he got from the bedroom to the back yard, and was only peripherally aware of the cold night air against his bare skin. He was only focused on the idea of the flames consuming what progress he had made towards building a new time machine, as well as destroying the few inventions he had crafted to use in this time.
What happened? he demanded when he saw Marty, who had stopped short of the porch stairs.
The teens eyes widened as big as saucers as Doc burst outside and he suddenly looked towards the ground. I, uh, I
.jeez, Doc!
The inventor paid his response little mind, running across the frosty lawn towards the lab. He tried to open the door, but it was locked. He spun around. Marty! Where are the keys?
Marty was lingering near the porch for some reason, his gaze still fixed towards the ground. Theyre inside, he called back, not moving. The doors locked?
Yes! It locks automatically when you leave! I told you that, remember?
Marty did not answer the question. Uh, Doc, are you aware that youre completely na
Damn! Doc swore, not letting him finish. He looked through the window, realizing there was only one thing to do. Go to the pump, fill the bucket with water, and bring it over here.
Right.
Marty hurried off to take care of the chore, keeping his head down. While Doc waited for the teens aid, he pried a large stone from the frozen mud nearby and lobbed it through the window. There was a terrific crash of glass, and a brief billow of smoke. He turned around to check on his friends progress. Hurry, Marty!
Marty finished filling the bucket at the pump and ran it over in halting steps, sloshing water down the front of his clothes in his haste. His eyes were fixed on the closed and locked door. Doc, he said when he was no more than six feet away, dont you think itd be a good idea to--
Youll need to climb in through the window and open the door, Doc said, cutting him off. Youre smaller than me. I wont be able to fit through the space.
Marty dropped the bucket with a thud at his feet, splashing water all over his pants, and let out a nervous laugh, the reaction seeming out of place to Doc. Perhaps it was a form of mild hysteria. Doc, he said, looking off to the side, I cant take you remotely seriously right now.
And why not? the scientist asked, his mind still occupied by the crackling fire nearby.
Because youre-- youre-- Look at you!
Doc glanced down and only then realized what had been obvious to Marty the moment he had stepped outside. Oh, he said mildly, too upset about the fire to be very embarrassed about his current exposed state. Besides, it was simply the human body, which was nothing to be ashamed of. Yes, well, when my lab is on fire, getting dressed doesnt seem to be very important. He glanced down, noticing a quilt crumpled on the lawn, no doubt brought out by Marty and discarded in the emergency. Can you hand me that quilt?
Uh, yeah. Marty hastily retrieved it, stopping a couple feet away from the inventor to hold it out to him. He kept his eyes averted from Doc, clearly uncomfortable. Doc wrapped the blanket nonchalantly around his waist, tucking in the edge firmly so it would not slip free.
All right, Marty, I need you to go in through the window, he said, once that was taken care of. Let me in the door and Ill do the rest.
Marty glanced at him, his eyes flickering down in a quick scan, and nodded. He stepped over to the window and peered inside for a moment, then grasped the windowsill, took a couple small hops, and boosted himself up. A moment later the door opened. Doc wasted little time in charging inside, wielding the bucket of water. He saw enough to see that a part of the floor and one of his worktables was aflame, the fire starting to spread to the wall behind it. Then he dumped the bucket of water over the affected area, handed it to Marty, and ordered him to refill it.
It took four more buckets of water before the flames were extinguished. Coughing from the smoke now choking the air in the lab, Doc darted around the room to open all the windows, hoping to clear the air as fast as possible. He looked at Marty through watering eyes, the teen hovering in the doorway.
What in the name of Albert Einstein happened, Marty? he demanded.
Marty sighed, resting his forehead against the doorjamb. I heard a noise out here, and went to check it out with the lamp. Something ran over my foot -- he shuddered from the memory -- and it startled the hell outta me, so I dropped the lamp, it broke, and suddenly fire was all over the floor. Then I took off to get you.
Doc walked to another area of the lab, undamaged but still reeking of smoke, and took a moment to light a new lamp. He brought it over to the sight of the fire and held it up for a look at the damage.
The worktable near the door would be a total loss. The wood was charred ebony and still steaming a little in spots. The same could be said of the floorboards before the table. The metal skeleton of the lamp that had caused the fire in the first place lay amid the worst of the damage, the glass casing half melted from the heat of the flames. There were scorch marks on the walls, but the scientist thought those were fairly superficial. Several of his in-progress projects -- including some of the tubes and workings for the new time machine -- were ruined. Doc reached out to touch one. He quickly drew his hand back with a hiss of pain as the hot metal burned his fingertips.
Im really sorry, Doc.
Doc looked down at the table and shook his head, clenching his teeth together in frustration. Dammit, Marty, you could have burned down the entire lab!
I said I was sorry. It was an accident. Its not my fault you have mice or rats in here.
The inventor turned sharply to the left, hands braced on his hips, and paced to the other side of the room, away from his friend, hoping to vent some of his irritation. Youve got to be careful when youre out here. Oil lamps and candles could destroy an entire building in a few minutes. The time machine is out here in the cellar. All the parts weve made so far for the machine are stored out here!
Doc, I get the idea. Look, Im sorry. What else do you want me to do?
Doc closed his eyes and shook his head, his back still to his friend. Youre not staying out here anymore. Thats it.
There was a brief moment of silence. Fine, Marty said flatly. The scientist heard his footsteps move away -- and then, without warning, turn and come back into the room. You know, this whole thing is Jules fault.
The statement was so ludicrous that Doc couldnt help but turn to look at his friend. What? he asked, thinking he must have not heard Marty correctly.
The teen folded his arms across his chest. I wouldntve been out here in the first place if that kid hadnt been crying every night. And if I hadnt been out here, there wouldntve been a fire.
Doc almost laughed. Are you trying to tell me that Jules is responsible for this? he asked incredulously, gesturing to the steaming, blackened table.
Well, yeah.
Doc raised both eyebrows. Thats the most ridiculous thing Ive ever heard!
Yeah, of course youd defend your son, Marty muttered, looking down at the floorboards. Why dont you just kick me out of the house while youre at it?
Doc closed his eyes again and sighed, his head beginning to ache from both the smell of scorched wood and trying to follow Martys strange reasoning. Marty.... he began with as much patience as he could muster.
He was not given a chance to finish. A second later the door to the lab slammed shut with enough force to cause one of the windows to fall shut. Doc opened his eyes and found himself alone in the smokey lab.
What the hell? he wondered, baffled. What the hell is up with that kid?
* * *
As Marty crossed the lawn, his pace close to a run, he fought back a lump in his throat full of angry tears. He hadnt seen Doc look that pissed off in a while, and his reaction when Marty had blurted out the reason the fire had happened in the first place, due to Jules, had made him feel sick. Doc had immediately defended his son -- just as Marty had thought he would.
Of course! Jules is his blood family, his son. Im just a friend from his old life...thats all.
When he got to the back door, he reached out to grasp the knob -- and gasped at the bolt of hot pain that suddenly creased his palm. Removing his hand from the cold metal, he turned his palm towards his face and saw a deep cut that stretched from just under his right index finger to the base of his pinkie. The palm of his hand was literally dripping blood.
Shit, he breathed, feeling faint at the sight. He must have sliced his hand on a shard of glass in the window frame. He raised his left hand and looked at it, wondering if it had sustained similar damage, but it appeared to be unscathed.
The back door abruptly opened, and he found himself face to face with Clara. Docs wife blinked, startled, at the sight of Marty standing on the porch just a foot away. Unlike her husband, who had left the house stark naked, shed had the presence of mind to put on some clothes. Her robe was firmly closed up to the nape of her neck. Marty! she said. Whats going on? I thought I heard shouting.
There was a fire in the lab, Marty mumbled, glancing down at his cut palm. Its out now.
Clara frowned, and then noticed the wound. Oh, goodness, youre hurt! she exclaimed. Come in, let me have a look at it.
Marty allowed himself to be brought into the warm kitchen and plopped down in one of the chairs at the kitchen table. He held his right hand out, palm up and cupped slightly in an effort to keep his blood from spilling onto the floor. Clara hurriedly slipped a clean dishtowel on the table and told him to set his hand down. Marty did so, a feeling of weakness hitting him again as he looked at the cut in the light of a single lamp on the kitchen table. It looked so deep and...how was it possible for it to bleed that much?
Ill be right back, Clara said, her voice steady and calm. Dont move from that spot.
Okay, Marty said softly. He averted his eyes to something else less gory and tried to ignore the warm dampness and dull throbbing in his right palm.
Clara returned a couple minutes later, a washcloth in one hand and a small bowl of what appeared to be water in the other. She set it down on the table, and took Martys wounded hand. Lets clean this up, she said, steering his hand to the bowl and submerging it into the cold liquid.
Jesus Christ! Marty cried, his cut suddenly burning and stinging. He blinked back tears of pain from his eyes. What the hell is that, acid?
Salt water, Clara said, keeping a firm grasp of his wrist and not allowing him to pull free and remove it from the bowl. It should sterilize the wound and wash it out.
Son of a bitch, it hurts, Marty muttered, his mouth dry. He bit his lip hard, hoping to distract himself from the burning pain of the cut.
Just as he was starting to sweat a little, Clara allowed him to raise his hand out of the water. The blood had tainted the liquid to a dull shade of pink. She dabbed the washcloth in the water, and then began to run the wet fabric over the deep cut. Marty clenched his teeth together hard to avoid yelling and cursing from the serious discomfort.
In the middle of this, the back door opened and Doc came into the kitchen. He was still clad in nothing more than the quilt knotted around his waist, soot smeared on his exposed skin. He looked annoyed, but at the sight of his wife and Marty at the table he suddenly frowned, concerned. What happened? he asked, closing the door.
Marty cut his hand rather deeply, Clara said. The teen groaned softly as she continued to probe at the cut with the salt water-soaked washcloth. Im getting it cleaned up now, but I think we may want the doctor to take a look at it in the morning. She blinked, frowning. Emmett, what on earth are you wearing?
A quilt. Doc offered no further explanation. He leaned over for a look at Martys injury and made a thoughtful sound in the back of his throat. He must have cut it on the window glass. He looked up at the teen. Why didnt you say anything earlier?
Didnt notice it until I got to the house, Marty managed to say.
Emmett, what happened? Marty said there was a fire in the lab....?
There was, Doc said. He sat down in the chair to Martys left. Marty dropped an oil lamp on the floor out there when a vermin startled him.
Claras eyes darted up to Martys face before returning back to her husbands. How much damage was there?
It could have been worse -- much worse. A few things I was working on -- for the new time machine -- are ruined, as well as one of the worktables. The floorboards sustained some damage where the lamp fell, and theres some superficial damage that shouldnt be too difficult to fix up. Marty wont be staying out there any more, however.
Martys cheeks flushed a little at that reminder. He looked down, studying the pattern of the china bowl that held the bloody saltwater. Clara, are you almost done? he asked.
Just about. Emmett, can you fetch me a clean towel and some bandages from the first aid kit?
All right. Where is Jules?
Still asleep, last I checked.
Doc got up from the table and left the room. As soon as they were alone again, Clara turned her dark eyes on Marty and gave him a faint, concerned smile. Are you all right, Marty?
Im fine, Marty said flatly. Everythings fine.
Emmett will settle down...I know he may seem angry with you now, but--
Clara, forget it. I know that. Im fine, all right? Will you stop asking me?
Clara pursed her lips together. Certainly, she said softly, and changed the subject suddenly. Emmett has agreed that you may go to town this Saturday night.
And do what? Marty asked, feeling unreasonably anxious with that statement. Was he being kicked out, now?
Theres a social in the church. It will allow you time to meet some others your age and make friends.
Forget it, Marty said flatly. I dont want to go. It wont do any good.
Now, Marty--
Look, Clara, I appreciate what youre trying to do. Really. But Im telling you: It wont make one bit of difference. I dont know those people. I shouldnt know those people. And even if I did go, Doc would probably get mad at me for doing something I shouldnt be doing. Whats the point of trying? Whats the point?
Clara sighed softly. She withdrew the washcloth and gently turned his palm towards the lamplight, examining it. I think weve done all we can right now with that, she said, dropping the matter. Its terribly deep. Dr. Peterson may need to close it up.
Great. Marty grabbed the towel that Clara had tossed onto the tabletop when he had first sat down and dried his hand off, being extra careful in touching the cut. Already, blood was oozing back to the surface, turning the teens stomach. He had a feeling hed have a scar there for the rest of his life....or at least until Doc undid things for him if he ever finished the time machine.
Press the towel on the cut, Clara advised, standing and collecting the bowl and damp and bloodied washcloth. That should stem some of the bleeding. Emmett should be back in a moment so we can put a bandage on it.
Marty did as she suggested, trying to ignore the deep, aching throb of the wound. Just as his black eye and bump from the incident in the church were gone, here was yet another thing for the townspeople to grill him over and stare.
And, Marty realized with a deeper chill, this was much worse. He held up his right hand before his eyes, keeping the towel pressed to his palm with his left hand, and moved his fingers around. They flexed, but it hurt to do so; he winced, both in pain and in anxiety.
Oh, God....what if this screws up my guitar skills?
What if he had nicked a tendon or a nerve? Doc had mentioned to him once, when Marty had wanted to know about his future, that he had apparently gotten involved in a drag race and busted his hand, which had caused him to give up on his music. (Whether by choice or by circumstance Marty was not sure.) In this time, such an injury as nicked tendons or nerves could have some serious consequences and probably be almost impossible to fix.
Perhaps you should set your head down, Clara said, obviously alarmed as Martys face drained of color from these thoughts.
And hold your hand up above your head, Doc added, catching his wifes advice. Marty looked over at his arrival. His friend had swapped the quilt for a robe and now held the tin box that contained most of their medical supplies, as well as a couple dark colored towels. It should slow the bleeding and help with the shock.
Feeling slightly ridiculous, Marty lay his head down on the table, pillowing it on the crock of his left arm, and raised his right hand into the air, as if he was volunteering to be called on in class. Doc grasped his right wrist and lowered his arm down until the elbow bumped the tabletop. Marty grimaced at yet another bruise on his poor body. Sorry, Doc said, catching the expression. Hold your hand there, palm up.
Marty followed the directions, watching as Doc opened the first aid kit and pulled out a roll of gauze and some cotton padding. The scientist next removed the towel that had been soaking up the fresh blood and had a look at the injury. His forehead puckered with scrutiny.
That does look deep, he said. How does it feel?
As good as it looks.
Are you having any tingling or numbness in your fingers? Can you move them for me?
Marty wiggled all of his digits. They feel fine, but it hurts to flex anything on that hand now.
Hopefully that will pass. Hold still, now.
Doc tore off some of the cotton padding, pressed it to the cut, and wound the gauze around the hand several times until the bandage was snug enough to hurt a little. Marty flexed his fingers again after Doc had tied it off and looked at the swath of white layers now wound around his hand.
When we go into town, Ill have Dr. Peterson take a look at it, Doc said as he replaced the supplies in the kit. That may need stitches.
They do that now? Marty asked skeptically, raising his head up as he allowed his bandaged hand to drop to the table.
Yes. You dont want to leave that open for infection, do you?
No, Marty said. He glanced down at his hand and stood, his legs a little wobbly. Im gonna go back to bed now, unless you want me to help you clean up the lab or something.
That can wait until tomorrow, Doc said.
Fine. Good night, then.
Once in his room, Marty took a few minutes to change, the clothes on his back reeking of smoke from the fire and soaked all down the front from running the buckets of water between the pump and the lab. It was a bit awkward with his right hand out of commission. Then he carefully extinguished the lamp at his bedside and crawled under the covers. He lay flat on his back, a headache beginning to pulse behind his eyes in time with the hot throbbing of his cut, waiting for his body heat to warm up the blankets so it felt less like he was sleeping on sheets of ice.
There was one thing, though. It was quiet. Astonishingly so.
Amazing, he thought, closing his eyes. The kid isnt crying, for once.
Just minutes later, however, he was forced to take back those words. He opened his eyes and groaned, pulling the spare pillow over his head. As if Jules hadnt done enough already, Marty thought, annoyed, wishing again vehemently that the kid had never been born.
Thursday, March 31, 1887
2:08 P.M.
Between the discomfort of his cut and the intermittent crying of the baby, Marty slept very little the remainder of the night. When Doc rapped on his door to rouse him for the days work, he was actually already awake, his eyes feeling achy and dried out from a long night of staring up at the ceiling.
Preparing for the day took longer than usual with the handicap of his right hand. Likewise eating breakfast was somewhat challenging, since he was not used to using his left hand for that sort of thing. Because Doc didnt want him to aggravate the injury by riding, they went into town in the carriage, and he was to do no heavy labor in the shop where his hands were concerned. Considering the nature of the job, it was ridiculous to think that he could do anything else with blacksmithing.
Early in the morning, Doc had sent Marty over to the doctors office, but the man had not been in and the teen had left a message instead with his assistant. It was early afternoon before Dr. Peterson came over with his black bag in tow.
What seems to be the problem? he asked when he arrived, glancing between Doc and Marty. The former paused where he was working at the forage, wiping the sweat off his brow, and the latter stood from the stool where he had been sitting and sorting nails that the inventor had made earlier in the day. Albert said that someone had sustained a cut?
Ma--Clint did, on his hand, Doc said, hastily correcting himself. He set his hammer down and wiped his hands off on his soot-smeared smithing apron. We had a fire last night in the barn, and he cut his right hand on a shard of window glass. Its fairly deep, so I thought it would be wise to have you take a look at it.
Dr. Petersons eyes flickered back over to Marty and he gave the teen a faint smile. A bit accident prone this month, are we? he asked. Marty managed a tightlipped smile in return, though he wasnt very amused. Well, have a seat over here and let me take a look.
Marty went over to where the doctor waited and sat down at the desk near the window. It was a nice day, sunny though a bit cool, and the window glass provided ample illumination for the doctor to conduct his examination. He carefully unwrapped the bandage around Martys hand, then poked and prodded a little at the cut. After a quick glance at it, Marty averted his eyes to study the wall at the far end of the room. The sight of the open wound -- still oozing a little all these hours later -- turned his stomach.
Oh, yes, I see what you mean, Dr. Peterson said thoughtfully, squinting at the cut through a pair of wire spectacles. I think it will need stitches to properly close. I can take care of that right now. Can you go to the saloon and get a bottle of the strongest alcohol they have?
Ah...sure, Doc said, clearly taken aback by the request. He turned and headed for the doors.
Is that to sterilize the cut? Marty asked, seeming to recall that alcohol could be used for those purposes.
Among other things, the doctor said. You dont have any allergies to alcohol, do you?
No, Marty said slowly, wondering what this was leading up to. Of course, if he was allergic to that, it probably wouldnt be a great idea to pour it directly into an open wound.
Good. The doctor opened his black bag and began to rummage around. The teen watched, nerves beginning to cluster in his stomach, as Dr. Peterson pulled out a few instruments. One of these included a rather sharp-looking needle and some thread that didnt look much different than what Clara used in her sewing.
Marty swallowed hard. Is that what youre going to be using?
Yes, the doctor said, still bent over his bag. But dont you worry. Ill try to make it as comfortable as possible.
How? By knocking me out? Marty frowned, wishing desperately for the modern day drugs they had in his time. A shot of Novocain would make the procedure virtually painless. The salt water rinse the night before was bad enough. Just thinking of the needle entering his skin with the thread to sew his skin together, like it was nothing more than fabric, made him feel woozy.
Doc returned a few minutes later, a brown glass bottle clutched in hand. Chester assured me this was the strongest liquor they had, he said, setting the bottle down at the desk. I assume youre going to use this to sterilize his cut.
Yes, and to sedate him, the doctor said.
What? Marty asked, thinking he hadnt heard the guy right.
The doctor picked up the bottle and removed the cork from the mouth. Do you have a shot glass?
Im afraid I dont understand, Doc said, his brow furrowed. You want him to drink that?
A few shots, yes. It should help him endure the discomfort from the procedure better.
Doc raised his eyebrows and looked at Marty. The teens mind recalled his arrival in 1885, when the bartender had poured a shot of whiskey and the liquid had actually burned into the wood where a few drops splashed the bartop. Then there was the brew that had blown out the DeLoreans fuel injection manifold, which had been the strongest on hand at the time. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
Is it really necessary? he asked the doctor.
Well...no, but it may be a bit painful otherwise. Ill also need you to hold very still while I take care of this.
Marty glanced at the needle and thread sitting on the desk top and made his decision. Ill take the alcohol.
Clint. Docs tone was full of warning.
Marty looked at him and shrugged. Doctors orders. How would you feel if someone was going to be sticking needles and thread in your skin -- in a cut that already hurts like hell?
Doc frowned and turned around to pace away several steps, his hands clasped behind his back. Marty looked at Dr. Peterson. How much do you want me to drink?
The doctor handed him the bottle and pointed to a mark about three inches below the current liquid mark. Down to here, I think, would be good. Take it fast.
Marty raised the bottle to his lips, catching a brief whiff of the liquid within. He winced a little, the smell alone almost making him gag, then quickly tipped the bottle back and swallowed once, twice, three, four times. The alcohol burned as it went down his throat, feeling as hot as fire. Marty slammed the bottle down to the desk, then doubled over, coughing.
Emmett, do you have any water? the doctor asked, unfazed by his patients reaction. Marty tried to catch his breath and swallow a couple times. His throat continued to hurt from the stuff hed downed, and his stomach felt oddly warm. The liquid had to be a hundred and eighty proof, at least.
Without a word, Doc turned and headed for the pitcher of clean drinking water that he refreshed several times a day. A moment later he reappeared with a full glass for Marty. The teen accepted it gratefully, draining it fast to quench the burning trail from his throat to his stomach.
What was that? he croaked when he set the water glass down. Gasoline?
The doctors forehead puckered a little with the comment. He pulled out his pocket watch and opened it up. I think in about ten minutes that Ill be able to start, he said, rising to his feet. Im going to fetch some fresh dressings from my office.
Doc barely waited until the doctor had left the shop before letting his feelings about the situation be known. This is a very poor decision, Marty.
Why? Marty asked. I mean, Id rather have some Novocain or whatever is in those shots they have in the future, but if its a choice between downing the gasoline or going without anything, Id rather deal with this. He leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes, beginning to feel a little dizzy.
I dont think this is the safest way to proceed, Doc said.
Im not arguing there, Marty said. A cold fist of fear suddenly gripped his throat, and he opened his eyes, alarmed. Maybe this isnt such a great idea.
Doc shook his head. Well, I think its a little late for that. He picked up the bottle and sniffed the mouth of it. I wouldnt feed this into the DeLorean, let alone a human being, he added, making a face.
That didnt bother Marty so much as the idea that he might say something he would regret with the alcohol loosening his lips.
By the time the doctor returned, about fifteen minutes later, Marty was definitely feeling the effects of the powerful beverage. A warm, sleepy feeling had spread out from his stomach to the tips of his fingers and toes. It was almost euphoric. He found himself smiling for no reason -- and Doc, for some reason, was trying to keep him from putting his head down on the table. It was unfortunate, because Marty also felt fairly lightheaded. The room felt like it was pitching slightly, like the deck of a ship at sea. He had to be careful in turning his head, as it would simply magnify the effect.
How do you feel? the doctor asked him when he returned.
Great, Marty said, looking over at Doc and giving him a wide smile. The inventor didnt return it.
Dr. Peterson studied him a moment before reaching out and picking up his wrist. Marty didnt resist the treatment. He didnt really want to do much of anything, then.
All right, the doctor said after a moment, removing his hand from Martys wrist. I think we can proceed. Clint, Id like you to put your hand down on the table, right here, palm up.
Marty extended his right hand across the desk, on top of a towel that the doctor had draped down. The chair he was sitting in was off to the side of the desk, allowing him to comfortably lean the back of his head against the wall. Now, this may sting a little, the doctor went on.
Marty waved his left hand in a careless gesture as he settled his head back against the wall. Sure, whatever.
Emmett, can you hold his wrist down? I dont want to risk him moving while I do this work.
Doc glanced at Marty, shifted his eyes over to the doctor, and nodded. A moment later the teen felt a vice-like grip encircle his right wrist, anchoring it firmly to the desk. He looked at Doc in surprise.
Whoa...little tight there, dont you think, Doc?
The doctor looked at him a moment, frowning, no doubt misinterpreting Docs nickname for his own. Excuse me?
Never mind, Doc said. Im not sure if he knows what hes saying right now.
Marty was mildly offended by that. Hey, Im a little drunk, Im not stupid, he said. I know perfectly well what Im saying. The words seemed to come out a little slurred for his tastes, so he tried again, speaking slowly and carefully to enunciate every sound. Perfectly well.
A second later he felt something poke through the numbing, sleepy layers. The palm of his right hand suddenly burned. His eyes opened all the way and he sat up straight, tensing up and trying to pull his hand away. Jeez!
Settled down, now, Im just cleaning out the cut. Just relax.
It was slightly easier said than done. Marty took a couple deep breaths, letting them out slowly. Doc watched him intently, keeping a tight grasp on his wrist to prevent him from wrenching it away. What are you gonna do if your hand gets tired? Marty asked, looking at his friend. Or you have to scratch an itch?
I think I can resist the temptation, Doc said dryly. You dont want to move during this. Do you want permanent damage to your hand?
Marty felt angry suddenly. You know, this is all your kids fault. If he hadnt kicked me outta the house, thered never be that fire.
Marty--
And why didnt you go through the window? Afraid of a little glass yourself? Or was it because you decided to come streaking out of the house naked?
The doctor let out what sounded like a tiny cough. Doc glanced over at the man and shook his head. I dont know what hes talking about, he said apologetically.
Marty snickered a little at the memory. Whats wrong, Doc? Embarrassed that you sleep naked with your wife? That you were both--ow!
Doc was squeezing his wrist with far too much pressure. Thats enough, he said softly.
Marty found it hard to think straight, let alone censor his mouth. I hope you guys were using better birth control this time, he said. Or is one kid not good enough for you? You should ask the doctor about that...the birth control thing....
Dr. Peterson didnt look up from rinsing out Martys cut with some of the alcohol. Docs face, meanwhile, was beginning to turn an interesting shade of scarlet. Clint, I think thats more than enough, he said in a low voice.
Marty smiled, taking an odd pleasure in seeing his friend look so uncomfortable. The doc here probably hears things like that all the time, he said. No need to be ashamed of asking, Doc. Its not like Im telling him all about the time machine youre trying to build in the cellar.
Docs grip on his wrist tightened enough that Dr. Peterson noticed. No need to hold him so hard, Emmett, he said mildly, seemingly oblivious to the time machine bombshell. He had finished cleaning the cut and was beginning to thread the needle for the small procedure. You dont want to cut off his blood supply.
Yeah, Doc built a time machine, Marty said, frustrated by the lack of reaction. Did you know were both from the future? From 1985. God, I miss it. A lump suddenly filled his throat as he thought of Jennifer again.
Still, Dr. Peterson acted as if Marty was saying nothing out of the ordinary. Doc, meanwhile, was pressing his lips together so hard they had turned as white as his hair.
Yeah, Docs trying to pretend